out of focus

I've been out of focus.  One day I am going to sew for the rest of my life, the next that option is closed to me.  Yes, I realize that I am without this opportunity only for awhile, but I need to focus on now.  What will get me through this tough time.  What can I do?  Model.

I modeled this morning, and my vision was like this picture.  I could see my knee and that was about it.  I never realized how important vision is, in the literal and figurative sense.  You're wondering why it was like this? I had glasses on and had to take them off.  That's what this period of my life has been like: seeing clearly followed with impaired vision.