Paloma Art Models Guild

Welcome!

2015-07-26T06:16:00.000-07:00

Welcome to my virtual abode. Hope you enjoy your stay. Here you will find resources for Austin's open studios and generally anything that would help a fellow model out. Also, if you'd like to become a member of Paloma Art Models Guild, the form will be provided here shortly. I'm somewhere in Indiana, but if you need anything all you have to do is knock (email) and I'll help y'all in Austin out. Welcome.

image via http://www.kukuburi.com/

Snow Art Models Guild

2010-11-16T22:57:00.000-08:00

Hi there, I've finally settled down in the lands of winter. Places where seasons exist. Come join me in my little adventures.

Miss you.
xoxo

image via Daily Dose of Imagery

indiana.88085

2010-07-20T17:13:00.000-07:00

Got lost again. Cornfields are always good for that.

Driving in Indiana is almost like losing your way in a field; on either side of the road there are fields and fields of corn with a slight chance of alfalfa. The upside is that I'm learning the roads instead of using a GPS. But until I learn where 121, 35, 1, and 570 go; I'm lost.

I was in Piqua, Ohio today and will gladly be there tomorrow. Yesterday, I got lost on the way back from Indianapolis (known here as Indy) and landed a ways North of my town, Winchester. Today I was a lady and asked for directions, but still got lost. I'm learning and racking up a lot of milage.

indiana.87633

2010-07-13T06:57:00.000-07:00

This post will be entirely about cars. For those like me, who cannot tell a Chevy from a Subaru, leave. But if you have the slightest inkling on how to make it as a model in the midwest, stay.

My odometer currently reads 87633. I live in Winchester, Indiana which is a blessing in many ways, but in terms of my car it's a midway point for all my gigs. Last Thursday I drove to Indianapolis to model at the Indianapolis Art Center - over 42 miles one way. That trip definitely puts the drive to Georgetown from Austin in perspective (44 miles roundtrip). I model in Piqua, Ohio which is about the same milage in the opposite direction. It's kind of a blessing for you that I don't have the exact milage to each gig, but I write it down in a notebook in my car.

Why? When I was filing my taxes this spring I got $400 back for the miles I drove in 2009. I read somewhere that the government pays you 25 cents per mile driven to contracting work. If you model for ACC, you are a contractor and should write it down. I got a savings account out of it.

I'll keep you posted on how my car is doing. Her name is Pelirroja Peligrosa and she got me to Indiana for under $200. According to Jalopnik if you buy a Chevy Aveo, you can get a free Autobot. Wish I had known, my boy loves Transformers. Have a good day. 87633.

change.room.2217

2010-06-28T10:06:00.000-07:00

Changing in a public bathroom sounds as bad as it is. I usually use the handicap stall since it's larger and sometimes has more places to hang garments. Yeah...it's not that great.

With that said, I am happy to announce that the university I work at, IUPUI, has a changing room with lockers and a couch to sit on. We are a lucky bunch! I've always day-dreamed that the University of Texas would have at least a folding screen that art models could change behind. I remember changing behind a chalkboard which was a half-baked idea: it only covered my breasts. Changing in a storage room at ACC is not much better. Students accidentally come to get supplies while you change. And again, not everyone has this modesty of changing, but for those who do they should be covered, for lack of better words.

I have no power in Austin, you do though.

Image via Lassco, for much cheaper versions try these.

change.47394

2010-06-22T04:13:00.000-07:00

I don't think we're in Texas anymore! I haven't written you all for the state of flux I've been in. Everything's changing, and when that happens I get shy. Don't ask me why. I just can't change in front of people.

With art modeling there's this a. you're naked on stage or b. you're dressed. People with clothes on don't get much attention they've got their armor on. Being naked in the art scene is ... not really sexy, so I'm not nervous. I'm the figure they have to stare at and draw accurately. But changing, oh my! For me at least I can't do it in public. It's my modesty. Another art model I know can't wear a bathing suit. That's her modesty. I know it's weird but it's partially why you haven't seen me on this blog. There has been a lot of change. I'm in Indiana now and all set up. Miss you.

PS Paloma Art Models Guild is now being headed by Kelli Bland in Austin. More details to come. Take care.

spring habit.011 fat and sex

2010-05-04T22:50:00.000-07:00

There was a poetry reading I went to in Oxford. I couldn't stop laughing. The reader more of a slampoet or lyricist, the way he broke out into verse. Basically FAT and SEX were neurotically repeated the way the magazines bombard you at the grocery store checkout. This magazine boasts of 25 ways to have better sex. Wait! No! Let me tell you all of his secret fantasies! No, no they got it wrong. Lose weight and feel better naked in 2 weeks! Only two weeks! What do you have to lose?

Your sanity?

I know my boss reads this. That's what any good boss does: keep tabs on her employees' public information. She's powerful. Perhaps it's because she can run four stores and keep it all together, maybe it's that she is so stern with employees, but mostly she works her ass off, and encourages everyone else to do the same. She's curvy like me. My point is with all this is, please don't worry about your weight when there are far more important things to deal with. Maintain a healthy weight, put on five minutes worth of makeup, and wake up!

Men don't worry about their weight half as much as women do. They have more important matters to worry about than their beer gut, hopefully. Recently I have to catch myself looking at my dimply thighs and realize ... why the fuck are you doing this? It's ten o'clock, finish what's on your to-do list ... and I'm happier that way. I finish things instead of obsess and waste time. Time that I could be earning money or enjoying a good book.

You look fine ... really. I know I can't see you, but I know most of you don't art model. We've got clothes for a reason and they should be altered to suit you, not the reverse. Perhaps this is my anti-beauty message, and perhaps it's what happens to you if you devote too many hours a day to beauty. I kinda lost my peace.

Japanese Moon Viewing Parties

2010-04-29T00:39:00.000-07:00

I don't know exactly what to think. I'm teaching my friend to become an art model. No, I'm not trying to convert anyone - just help. Someone needs some spare cash and wants to feel better in her body I'm all for it! In fact, art modeling was the important factor for my own self-image. You see yourself in circus mirrors when you look at different renderings. Or as a kind, wise man once said: reflections in a pond. Only you can gaze at the moon. You don't need the reflections. Take them for what they are and you will know peace. It's a full moon tonight. If you're still up you should take a look...it's pretty.

photo via Andrew Calder

spring habit.010

2010-04-21T22:57:00.000-07:00

It's Earth Day now. I'm just up late thinking. I rode the bus today for two hours. Did I affect change? Does it matter? All the plastic I recycle at home, companies throw away without thinking. To be quite honest I throw away so much at work as well.

Why do others not care? That's not it. As the status quo of my work area is now, we don't have the system in place. I hardly have time to finish all the routine tasks let alone sort the plastic from aluminum...and that's basic recycling. Systems are beautiful. I know it seems odd, but think of ecosystems and the intricate systems of biology. That said, we need more systems in place for the environment to make recycling easy and convenient, not a luxury for those who have time.

Tell me there is someone out there who cares, too. Enjoy your Earth Day 2010!

spring habit.009

2010-04-18T20:48:00.000-07:00

"Do ya have a dollar, do ya have a dollar for me?"

I've been trying to keep up with the spring habit. As you can see I'm on day 9, not the 18th by any means, but I'm still trying...and enjoying it. Yesterday I needed it. I needed to do laundry and generally clean. It made me feel better. A lady once told me that, "You can't control everything, but you can make your bed." I know it sounds silly, but my world is very tumultuous right now, so doing laundry, washing the dishes and generally cleaning up makes me feel better. I give myself a dollar coin every day that I clean my house/self/environment for two hours. Lisa Mitchell will perfectly explain this. She is soo cute! Take care.

spring habit..easier on the eyes.

2010-04-07T21:16:00.000-07:00

my version of beauty is kinda vague and very encompassing. it's not just makeup and white teeth, it's everything. okay, that explains nothing. i mean simply that the bluebonnets on the highway are pretty and i want them to stay there for Lady Bird Johnson's memory. buses are amazing since using them is the best way to reduce air pollution in our city. don't be scared of the homeless, if you know how to stare at your feet you should do fine. plus it's fun to run into Leslie.

that said, it's easier said than done to devote 2 hours of your day to beauty. riding the bus kinda makes it easy: one hour there, one hour back = done. the day before that i sewed and finished a pretty bag, and right now i'm still working on my last hour for today.

i'll give you something prettier to look at; however, it is intricate to the deaths of those faraway sea birds. i speak of caps. #5 plastic bottle caps. "Plastic bottle caps are one of the top 10 items found during marine debris beach clean-ups and the second most littered item after cigarette butts" (Beach Environmental Awareness Campaign Hawaii). when looking at the photos of the Midway birds that's what i saw primarily. fortunately Aveda recycles them and because of that i'm switching my skin care regimen to their products. so today i am going to promote beauty with Aveda. how's that for pretty? stop by their shop at Barton Creek Mall and drop yours off. have a good night, best wishes for a beautiful day tomorrow.

spring habit.002

2010-04-02T05:58:00.000-07:00

I'm waiting for my nails to dry. Beauty can be annoying in that it is so time consuming. Ah well, multi-tasking works.

About a month ago I stumbled upon a tragic slideshow of birds. It's a bit morbid, but needs to be seen. Chris Jordan documents dead birds in a remote island in the North Pacific. The birds decomposed before the plastic in their stomach did. It's scary to see how our plastic garbage can end up in the vast stretches of our globe.

I'm definitely not perfect. I use plastic and such, but if all of us do one thing each day to help...well...the world might be a prettier place. Start with your toothbrush. All throughout my life I've used regular plastic toothbrushes. About 2 years ago I found a brush that has disposable bristles. It's less plastic being thrown away every couple of months. If you know how to recycle toothbrushes let me know, but for the time being: fuchs toothbrushes found at Whole Foods Market. My boyfriend and I have been using them for awhile and enjoy them as much as you can enjoy a toothbrush. Refills are here too on Amazon as well as the aforementioned.

spring habit.001

2010-04-01T21:45:00.000-07:00

So today is the first day.001

I did my beauty routine slowly, enjoying it more than I would when I'm rushed. I don't have chipped nails anymore and my dreaded bathroom is clean. Beauty is a broad subject and for me. It encompasses the home, outside environment as well as physical appearance. No worries, I'll talk about more interesting aspects of beauty as it encompasses so many faces. Spoiler: recycling everything will be on the agenda. See you tomorrow.

spring habit

2010-04-01T18:05:00.000-07:00

I love cleaning. Some of my happiest moments were cleaning First Samples of Austin, Texas. I was a girl friday among other things, but mostly a janitor. The place was beautiful and full of hope: you can become a seamstress in this beautiful school. I miss it actually.

So this cleaning business. Humble, dirty, and devoid of respect, but I think it is important in my life. And so it shall be that I will devote two hours of each day to beauty. Whether it is my bathroom tile or my hair does not matter. I'm making April a trial run of this. Let's see if I can make it. I'm a supposed model writing you with chipped nails and dirty hair.

The inspiration for this is the Dalai Lama. I'm reading the Story of Tibet by Thomas Laird. His holiness devotes four to five hours daily to meditation. I can spare two for what I feel is important spiritually.

portrait by dorje-d

Earth Hour 2010

2010-03-27T16:12:00.000-07:00

We've made it my dears! It's another year and I didn't forget Earth Hour this year! Cheers!

Okay...so what is Earth Hour? Well, it's an hour that the whole world turns off it's lights. Sadly it's not one fall swoop of the switch. Each time zone turns off its lights at 8:30pm. I'm hoping that the pub I'm going to tonight joins in.

The point? We rely so much on electricity - try an hour without it. Last year I had a week without internet to much the same effect. It's kinda crazy how much we need it. So give it a try. You can use it as an excuse to cuddle up. Have fun!

the first day of spring

2010-03-20T22:04:00.000-07:00

It's interesting to see people talk about the weather. It was cold outside today and didn't feel exactly like spring, but it was its first day. I do it mostly to engage in conversation when there is nothing else appropriate to say. Kinda sad really, but you really see how people react to nature. Sometimes I wish I could say what's on my mind, but you can't always do that. So yes, it's sad but true: I am avoiding talking about what's really important to me.

How's that for an icebreaker? :laugh: I haven't written on this blog in awhile for various reasons, but mainly I hate editing myself for fear of losing my job. Honesty is sometimes inappropriate and will always be in certain circles. But here, I will write about beauty, the environment, Austin, modeling of course, and the resources we have at our disposal. I'll try to write more. Promise.

Capital Metro

2010-02-26T09:05:00.000-08:00

Hi there. Haven't written in a bit, and I apologize. It's getting harder to write about modeling when you aren't doing it as a full-time job. For those who are, I know the pay rate and how hard it is. I remember filling my gastank a quarter of the way or half tank if I was lucky. We depend on buses.

Capital Metro is taking a survey of all the riders and their routes from February through April. Surveyors will be identified with a nametag as representatives of Capital Metro, so there is no need to worry about creepy guys asking where you live. Look for the CapMetro nametag.

Tell them what routes you need in place to make traveling easier. East/West routes? I personally want the #9 to go to Laguna Gloria on weekdays. There are a lot of classes at Laguna Gloria and the #9 only goes there on Saturday, a day in which I've never model there. Tell them what you think. Collectively we can make art modeling a sustainable career. I have some more ideas, but patience is key.

Brave New World

2010-02-18T21:35:00.000-08:00

One should use the phrase "brave new world" with caution. I've only heard it from antagonist characters now that I think about it. So the season of Heroes ended. The last episode, "Brave New World," had Claire (the cheerleader) reveal to the world her ability. Gabriel remarks, "It's a brave new world," that humans and people with powers can live together out in the open.

What if I told customers what I did in my free time? I don't want to think of the consequences to the business. Really, it's like telling everyone that your summer job is stripping. Claire knows there is going to be trouble, but really people should deal with it and live in truth together. Isn't that what Jesus wanted? Sorry to pull God into it... rather... wouldn't you like to really know your Grandmother before she dies? I would. It would mean visiting her every week to learn all her secrets, loads of patience, buying her groceries, and diligence...but wouldn't it be worth it?

I dream of a day where art models don't have to get a second job to make ends meet. I dream of a somewhat New York blase look to the words, "I'm an art model," or even the day when I say it without a hint of shame. I am thankful that my co-workers are kind and treat me with dignity while knowing that I model. I am thankful that my family has learned to live with it, but I also want art models to be an intricate part of society. Needed. I need artists in my life and they need me, perhaps that is enough.

PS I'm so glad Gabriel/Sylar is becoming kinder. That was a wish of mine this year.

The Model Schedule

2010-02-08T20:32:00.000-08:00

A good planner can be the best asset a model owns. With a schedule that fluctuates like Austin's weather, having a calendar or planner pays for itself with one days work. Needless to say, having one helps with one's reputation as a model. Planners keep a model from forgetting any gig.

What I wanted to talk about was something a bit larger in scope. Art models in my experience are part-time. When I was working full-time as a model I didn't realize how bad financially I was doing. All bills were paid, and I don't want to get into details, but I was scraping by. I'd love to work the job I am now, model a little, and in my spare time work on the guild. The guild would provide so many dreams come true, perhaps not in my lifetime but eventually.

My question is this: Does anyone else want to art model full-time if it were possible financially and had health care benefits? Would you volunteer your time to make it happen? Feel free to email me or comment.

I learned the word 'ephemeral' today.

2010-01-25T19:44:00.000-08:00

I miss my International Relations Theory teacher. She was one of the most astute yet jubilant people I've ever met. Usually scholars hide behind their intelligence. She didn't and learned more by doing so. She was one of those people who stands on the brink of a glacier and dives into an even more vast and complex field of knowledge, looks back and rethinks the world. She would never get bumper stickers because of it.

So here's to ambiguity! No bumper stickers and public announcements for me. I'll leave you with mehndi a beautiful ephemeral body art until I have my chess pieces in order. It might be awhile.

Photo via Love Mehndi.

There will be no change for now.

2010-01-21T20:07:00.000-08:00

I like snakes. Why? I could tell you a long story about pre-historic religions and the etymology of the word gerontology ... but we'll leave it at they're ever-changing.

Sometimes I'm indecisive. Really indecisive. It's amazing that I have a tattoo and still like it. So there's this job and it's nice, and then there's this other job that doesn't pay well but makes me smile thinking about it. I chose the latter ... for the rest of my life. Would you like another tattoo with that, miss?

I change clothes like a girl or a snake. I'd love to get a snake tattoo, but I chose that I would change my skin like a snake. Models and snake tattoos don't mix - unless you've established your career already. So I change my clothes a lot as a model, and I love it. I finished a kimono in two days and it's beautiful. I'm up for a lifetime of making beautiful clothes and all that goes with being a model.

Image via Jon Todd

N'Qisate in Ethiopia

2010-01-15T21:54:00.000-08:00

Forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us.

I am a novice ... even at Christianity. Although I was born into a Christian family, I didn't really go to bible study, or Sunday school for that matter. There is so much history, beautiful stories that lie within the Bible of which I know not. So when I speak of the Coptic Christians, please forgive me if I make mistakes. I welcome kind corrections.

Let me start with the proper name for the Ethiopian Church. Instead of Coptic Christian Church it is Ethiopian Orthodox Tewahedo Church. That said, we are talking about facial tattoos again! Makes me happy. It's brave for someone to get a tattoo, much more so on their face. Ethiopian women acquire these tattoos from a young age to signify their Christian faith. The tattoos which are applied by needle are displayed on necks, wrists, and faces of women in Ethiopia. This tradition is called N'Qisate.

In most parts of Ethiopia one will see these tattoos, however, it is prevalent in Lalibela, Ethiopia as it is one of the country's most holy cities. In Islam being tattooed is not thought well of. Ethiopian Christians identify themselves distinctly with these niqisat even though they are a minority in the continent of Africa. It is seen as primitive, sadly. I personally think it is simply traditional and worthy of continuation.

Moko of New Zealand

2010-01-13T20:30:00.000-08:00

I decided to start with where my Daddy's from: New Zealand. I've been lucky enough to visit relatives there and it really is a hobbit's paradise! Just kidding Aunties, you're not that short. Every visit I want to get my face done. Not makeup. Done. Little did I know that Moko is not temporary.

As a white girl with a lineage that came originally from Scotland, I would have Kirituhi. I find the skin art of the Maoris beautiful; however, since I am not related I would have this version of the facial tattoo done. The descendants of Maoris have facial tattoos known as Ta Moko. It is their identity and I do not wish to steal it. Kirituhi "deliberately does not make any reference to Maori symbolism" (Ta Moko Maori Tattoo).

Here are some images of Ta Moko. I wish my family were that colorful. My Dad took back the photograph of him wearing thick eye makeup. Sigh ...

Randall Hyman

Tatooine

2010-01-08T09:39:00.000-08:00

No, I'm not a Star Wars geek. My boyfriend is. I just wanted to start this new series on a light note. Tattoos are the most hard core decoration of the body, or at least the most enduring. Seriously, they are more permanent than marriage - but you knew that.

I personally love tattoos and body modifications ... a lot. Anyone who takes the time to get their hair bleached and then dyed light blue has a special place in my heart. The only problem is the older society and offices that look down on what they call freaks. I love Kerbey Lane for encouraging tattoos. There needs to be more of that, especially in Austin. Anahata Katkin thinks so too.

We'll see how other societies tolerate or even encourage tattoos in this series. The only place we won't be going is Tatooine, unfortunately.

2010

2010-01-01T02:48:00.000-08:00

Bjork - Triumph Of The Heart

Sungjae | MySpace Video

2010 got off to a nice start. The kindness of strangers. Please don't take it for granted. We could be Dallas easily, but we're not yet. Austin's charm still lingers - we talk to strangers. Thank God. Could be my wide-eyed optimism, but knowing your neighbors holds a certain beauty. You are not alone in your little apartment complex. Yes, yes, there are those who will make your life a living hell, but don't use them as an excuse to not knock on your new neighbor's door. They could be nice. Perhaps.

I have no images that relate to this topic. Sorry Mr. Rogers is banned from my site, but I do have a video of all the wonderful drunkeness and incoherence of a 5am New Year's blog post. Enjoy and remember to knock loudly wouldja?

one year

2009-12-22T19:03:00.000-08:00

I have this thing about seasons. I love seeing them change. I know living in Austin it is rare, but buying a new calendar or observing the first day of a season delights me. Makes me happy.

Yesterday marked the first day of winter. It's been a little over a year since I started this blog, and it's still kinda fun! So as tradition prevails I present you a new year of seasons. Japanese woodblock prints. Hope you enjoy their beauty.

At Christmas you tell the truth.

2009-12-22T17:57:00.000-08:00

Thank you. This goes out to all the artists whether they are struggling or not, thank you. It's Christmas, and at Christmas you tell the truth: life wouldn't be worth living without song, beautiful pictures, and handmade dresses and afghans. This is my life I'm talking about. I read on Jennifer Balkan's mirror a quote, "Art is like sex; an individual can survive without it, but a civilization cannot." So I am thankful for you all, just as you are kind and full of gratitude for people who sit around all day. :smile:

I don't know how to say it - it's your life. Just know that sometimes your art can get a girl through a hellish workday. Just a few minutes looking at a beautiful print can bring her soul back to her. Please don't put your art away...on a shelf, next year when I have time, when the kids are grown. Make time. You can do it. You can balance the mundane with the inspirational. I believe in you.

"The clock was ticking."

2009-12-12T08:11:00.000-08:00

Tick tock. The clock inspires so much. Steampunk, Madonna's 4 minutes, and it's the main theme of Lara Croft Tomb Raider. In it there's a scene where she wakes up in the middle of the night to the ticking of a clock. My, she takes out a wall to find the clock. :laugh: I was inspired by that scene one night. No walls were bludgeoned, but I snipped off the second hand of a clock with some wire cutters...then went back to sleep.

Nowadays I am that clock. I keep time for short gesture poses, and if a longer pose gets hard I count the last few minutes for a sense of peace. It's odd to try to mimic the ticking in my head, but it's a little goal of mine. Be as accurate as a clock. We models have weird goals, but I should speak for myself. Just know that I can work peacefully with a ticking clock, no sledgehammers will come out.

Dharma Yoga

2009-12-09T11:04:00.000-08:00

Hi there! I am happy to announce that Dharma Yoga has extended a 50% discount to all guild members. If you haven't signed up this is more reason to! Go to the Paloma Guild website, fill out the form and mail it to the address under contact. Once you are a member you will receive a fancy laminated card that will be your discount pass, as well as your free business cards.

Dharma Yoga is located on 31st and Guadalupe, close to most modeling gigs in Austin. Their yoga is essentially a blend of its name. The spiritual aspect of the practice is Tibetan in nature, and their yoga derives from Jivamukti, Sivananda, and Anusara traditions. Visit them online or visit their studio. Hope to see you there!

"Dharma Yoga's instructors must be the best in Austin. Long after the class concludes you'll feel the work of your practice in your muscles and in your spirit."

--Susan Briante, poet and UT English professor

12Buy12

2009-11-29T17:03:00.000-08:00

I'm shy. That's just the way I am, but there is something wrong in exposing a friend while keeping yourself in safety. So here I am! This blog is not about self-promotion, but I find supporting ideas and people online a great thing. That said, 12buy12 at Austin Art Space is coming up soon. The first of December to be exact is when the show starts, but

Artists' Reception

December 5th: 6-9pm

7739 Northcross Drive

Suite Q

Behind Northcross Mall

Austin TX 78757

Here are the works of Theresa Bayer and my mother, Eve Larson, that will be featured in the show.

...and now I'll hide. :smile:

Shelly Long

2009-11-19T20:28:00.000-08:00

What brought up the whole mysterious bit was that I met a fellow model for the first time, and both of us knew each other's name but had never seen a face. Shelly Long of Austin, Texas. Eve talks about her wonderful outfits. I've seen her upcycled art at GAGA, but never the artist. So we art models are a strange bit. Misty tells me otherwise and I feel bad that I can't get my butt to Kelli's parties, but it's mostly true. Models rarely meet; we don't have overlapping shifts.

Without further ado, Shelly Long:

Sadly GAGA (Greater Austin Garbage Arts) is floating without its home right now, but hopefully soon it will grow its roots again in Austin. I found Shelly on the E.A.S.T. 2009, in Dog House Studios. Her studio is number 23a on the map. And remember E.A.S.T. is this weekend as well. More time to get to know your local artists!

E.A.S.T. 2009

2009-11-13T07:38:00.000-08:00

For all of you that live in Austin, this is a must see. East Austin Studio Tour is happening this weekend and the next. So no excuses! I work weekends, but I'm gonna go. I recently modeled in Pump Project and it looks like they're going to have an exhibit. Hope I see you there!

Searching for Love

2009-11-10T11:50:00.000-08:00

What do you look for in a man, in a woman? Nothing. Everything. Yourself.

I love love stories, but pity the woman who relates to romantic comedies. The films I adore have poetry and pain, and do not always have a happy ending. A few weeks ago I modeled for Bill Lundberg's class. It was odd...but I liked it. I really liked the second pose I did: he had a projector beam an image on my back. For some reason that's romantic to me, because it reminds me of the film The Pillow Book.

Creativity and wonder and love...aren't those the things we wish for? Nagiko of The Pillow Book vows at the age of six to write a pillow book of all the things that make the heart beat faster. It's a beautiful movie that involves her writing books on a Chinese typewriter, something I still long for, as well as calligraphy on beautiful bodies.

Anyway, she falls in love with an English translator and there's a scene where they use a projector when writing calligraphy on each other...I should let you see the movie before I explain more.

Vacation Week

2009-10-27T18:01:00.000-07:00

Just wanted to let you know, things went well. I got a written apology. Happy, not bitter and vengeful. Just happy.

This week will be a little vacation for me. When I was finishing the book about Eleanor Roosevelt it mentioned that she couldn't stop. I'm just now being able to avoid lists and due dates that I create arbitrarily. It's nice to just have fun and enjoy downtime. I'm glad I am able to.

I'll see you in a week. Don't really know what I'll be up to, but perhaps my sewing machine might want some use. Take care!

image via: cathy of california

United Nations Day

2009-10-24T20:13:00.000-07:00

Today is United Nations Day. We have about two hours left of it in my time zone.

All I can think of is Ms. Eleanor Roosevelt. An amazing woman whose name might fall on one of my girls. Right now she seems kind of like a super heroine to me, cuz she wrote a column entitled 'My Day' every day. My God, I'm proud of myself when I can get this up twice a week! I'm sorry, lemme get back to Ms. Eleanor. She was appointed one of the first five American delegates for the United Nations General Assembly by President Harry Truman. Through Eleanor's leadership the Universal Declaration of Human Rights was ratified by the United Nations, and at that time she received a standing ovation from the delegates.

This blog is about beauty. Yes, mostly modeling but beauty as a whole. There will be posts on Keep Austin Beautiful in the future. I admire Eleanor for all the inner beauty and grit she possessed. She still amazes me. Perhaps I can get this blog up three times a week.

Happy United Nations Day! Now get some sleep!

Violation

2009-10-23T13:52:00.000-07:00

Listen, please. I try to spare you of details of my love life and my own personal turmoil. Everyone has pain, why should I get special attention for mine? However, what happened to me could happen to any art model, and if I don't say anything I will be doing a disservice to the next art model. Perhaps, there could be change. That would make me feel better.

Wednesday: I modeled as usual in the morning. As an art model I change in the public restroom. There's no glory in it, but it's practical. It works. I am completely concealed as I change. The instructor that morning specifically asked that I not change in the bathroom for I walk down the hall in my robe. For me, it's a bit silly but for her modesty I adhered to it. I changed in the back. The only problem is that students get and put away their easels in the back. At the end of the class I politely asked the class to hold off on putting away their easels til I got dressed.

What I didn't know that that was prime time for cackling. The teacher came to the back while I was putting on my thong and laughed. Laughed. I can't believe it. NO one in their right mind does that. The students were more respectful than her. I'm shivering in anger that anyone would have to deal with the violation I felt. I got dressed and left. The class was over and I had worked the time...

There. That didn't tell you the name of the person, only their gender. Nor did it tell the institution. If something doesn't get done about this, my God, "Hell hath no fury," comes to mind. I'm waiting on a phone call that I should receive on Monday. Please support me.

Coco Avant Chanel

2009-10-21T18:01:00.000-07:00

I'm kinda sick of shoes, they remind me of a horrible man who had a fetish with them. Sorry. They just do. ... But for those who don't have bad memories with a certain man: geta, klompen and babouches - zori! Have fun, y'all.

I'm moody today, the main reason I'll tell you tomorrow, but I saw Coco Avant Chanel this rainy afternoon. I love Coco. She didn't have an ounce of charm in her, and she made it. I love that. Sometimes I wish I didn't play geisha or most honorable guest. Dammit - I'm sweet! Mama made me that way and ... I don't know how not to be. I'm pretty too, so that means ... I got it made?

What's more important than my innate gifts are courage and grit. What use is a pretty doll if she is to be tossed out for a new model? Who is to enjoy beauty if it is to be destroyed (read: raped) and the law proceeds to blame her beauty for the crime? I wore hooker boots out tonight and enjoyed them. After the movie I enjoyed them more. Coco Chanel was brave, why shan't I be? Watch it. It's at Regal Cinema 8 at Great Hills in Austin. Below is the trailer.

Animal Feet 2.0

2009-10-15T20:08:00.000-07:00

I realize it sounds weird to think that people would try to imitate animals through footwear or clothing, but let me give some more examples.

Fur coats: Less trendy now that most people have a conscious and heating systems. But remember late nineties when fake fur was all the rage?

Feathers: Some like feather boas, some like feather hair clips. I myself own a very beautiful feather hair-clip. Think about angels. Would they be as beautiful and ethereal without feather wings?

Mermaids: Very hard to imitate on dry ground, but they've been sexy from Homer til today. They'll be in fairy tales for countless generations to come.

Skin-tight leather? Eh? I rest my case for today, but I'll leave you with a picture I wish I had a few days ago.

Post why you think humans mimic animals through clothing. I have no idea why. Oh, by the way, in three out of the four examples wearing the said item made the wearer sexier. Eek! I'm kinda scared to find out the answer now.

Golden Lotus Feet

2009-10-11T17:17:00.000-07:00

I am just as culpable. The pain that women put themselves through to achieve the beauty of the Golden Lotus feet, I myself would probably do too. Chinese bound feet immobilized women. I believe I do the same thing to myself when I wear my 6" hooker boots. There have been times at parties where I sit on the kitchen counter because my feet hurt so much. Do you think I could take a stroll in the park in those shoes? Eh? So I am just as culpable. Thankfully, the affect for me is not permanent as it was for Chinese women who broke their feet in the beauty process.

I am so glad flats are in style. Late feminists would smile if they could see that. We are not exchanging beauty for health. Ie. High heels for Birkenstocks. It's good to see feminists revel in beauty, but also understand women's obsession with it.

Last week I heard news that I was picked for a music video. Eeek! I am so happy, but with this I will now be obsessed with beauty and knowledge. I don't want to see what happens if I lose the latter. My goal is to be like Inara from Firefly. If I can achieve that, my life is complete.

Animal Feet

2009-10-09T18:07:00.000-07:00

Hi. I learned something new today. The cow-toed looking shoes are called 'tabi.' I love the flats and even the heels, yet I know not of how painful the heels would be. I'm not so interested in the boots however practical they were/are to ninjas. They look dorky to me.

Why do I love painful shoes? To be honest, it's more of a longing than a requited love. The most painful shoes I own are my beautiful 6" black hooker boots. I want the line of shoes in John Galliano's spring 2009 fashion show. Why? They're odd...and strangely cute. I think that's the aspiration of every designer: create products that are new, different, and cute.

Let's focus on the why I adore these kind of shoes, though. The tabi shoes out in stores now, albeit limited, differ from ones worn in Japanese courts. They're made for an international audience. I found out about these kind of shoes through a Bjork photoshoot, and wanted them because they strangely make human feet look like an animals. Why do hooker boots garner so many compliments? My theory is they make my foot look like a horse's hoof - especially with leg warmers or long trousers. So yes, you have my confession of why I like tabi shoes. Try to figure out why you love or hate a certain style yourself. It really gets you thinking.

I leave you with hulder maidens, beautiful women with cow tails. I learned about them in D'Aulaires folktales. According to another scholar, the hulder maidens are "the best wife a man can have" (Bok).

Feet are Neat

2009-10-03T18:30:00.000-07:00

There once was a horrible man who was so determined to have pictures of my ass...I sent him pictures of my feet. :laugh: So shall we begin a series on feet, because we are a little bit proper on Words of Doves. It'll be a long time before I talk about my rear end to you. And I think you'll be happier that way, too.

I'm doing a series because I've never been able to stick to a schedule of Inspiration Thursday and such. It's hard enough to call my father and ma on Sunday. It usually happens on Tuesday most weeks. The next several posts will be about feet. I will start by giving you a picture of a certain girl who I think is wondrous. Wang Fang from Chongqing, China refuses to be labeled 'disabled' because of her backwards feet. I love that. She figured out a way to manage and she lives her life. Fang is about my age and she gives me hope. For all that are disabled I'm glad the President is working on making health care affordable for everyone. That gives me hope too - that all of us can manage and not give up on our lives.

Website

2009-09-30T11:51:00.000-07:00

Hi there! Decided to cut my vacation short. There is too much happening in Austin to stay away! Tomorrow, at 6:30pm there's a meet and greet at the Green Muse Cafe and Paloma Art Model's Guild just got a new website! So with all that I have to come back. Plus, Austin is where my heart is. From now on all the observations around the world will be made through a telescope...er...one that bends. Take care. Hope to see you at the meeting.

Autumn

2009-09-22T18:11:00.000-07:00

I have a friend named Autumn. Hopefully she's reading this cuz it's her birthday. Never really connected the date with the name until a week ago. Ah, today is the first of Autumn. Autumn doesn't really happen in Austin, Texas...but we're here in Kyoto, Japan...so we'll celebrate.

Here's a haiku by Ono No Komachi

seeing the moonlight

spilling down

through the trees,

my heart fills to the brim

with autumn.

This is the last season I'll have with Alphonse Mucha hoped you enjoyed this year.

Get yourself an education!

2009-09-18T10:52:00.000-07:00

I've been listening to M.I.A. non-stop, so I thought I'd add a bit of her in here. There's a cute skit where she says that. Anyway, painting my nails orange is high on my agenda today. :laugh:

Thought I'd refer to you some books on beauty since beauty magazines are trash. Really. "Do NOT read beauty magazines, they will only make you feel ugly," Baz Luhrman said once. But books, oh lovely books educate you and are not subsidized by advertisements. They are free to tell you things that will not profit the beauty industry. So here, I'll include a few about Japanese beauty. Enjoy.

PS. Beauty Up, Laura Miller

Inner Peace, Outer Beauty; Michelle D. Leigh

Goals & Benefits of the Guild

2009-09-18T06:55:00.001-07:00

Mission: To bring respect and organization to the art modeling community.

Vision: To be the art models that Austin can always depend on. If we cannot make a modeling session, we address the issue prior to the session, and have a substitute who can make the gig.

Values:

Punctuality
Ability to stay still
Variety of poses

Benefits:

50% Discount to Dharma Yoga

Free business cards

Substitutes available: in case you are sick

Recommendations to art teachers

We are working on getting discounted bus passes to all guild members.

Tips on Becoming an Art Model

2009-09-18T06:54:00.003-07:00

Becoming an art model may sound simple. It is, however, to be a good art model and get steady gigs requires more than simply sitting down.

First and foremost, arrive on time.

Make sure you have a good planner and keep it on you. Open studios might call you when you're least expecting it.

Have business cards, and have at least two handy at each modeling session you work. Networking is the name of this game.

Have a robe with you, so you can easily change. It's good to have two at minimum.

Try to stretch before the session starts.

Exercise as much as you can at home. Holding beautiful poses sometimes include raising your arms for an extended amount of time.

Be a muse. Pretend you are a graceful ballet dancer, a strong athlete, or whatever comes to mind to help you model. You are there to inspire.

What matters.

2009-09-10T21:26:00.000-07:00

I call him Beautiful, cuz he is inside and out. He says the same for the same reasons. It's wonderful, to wake up in the morning eyes half-open and hear, "You're so beautiful, darlin." Makes me feel wonderful...knowing my face could get hit by a tractor and he'd still say, "Mornin' beautiful!" Brings me to tears knowing I got a love like that.

So beauty, elusive beauty. Women hurt their feet with painfully high heels, extend their necks with brass rings, corsets have come back into fashion, and just little things like plucking our eye brows and shaving. Why? A guy would get beaten up if he shaved his legs and armpits, and that's half of what we do, sometimes. We feel confident when we're beautiful. I at least feel better knowing I have makeup on even when I realize there is a minute difference.

I think Cindy Crawford had the best motto: put on makeup for five minutes and get on with your life! She likened makeup to clothes [that only women wear], to go without makeup is to go naked. Clothes bring confidence. I am an oddity with my viewpoint on that, but it's true with most people. I believe this elusive, physical beauty is important to our self-confidence, but worry about it for only 10 minutes in the morning. No more. There is shitloads to be done in the world...and there's a guy out there who loves you and could care less.

My Voice

2009-09-01T17:52:00.000-07:00

We interrupt this program for an emergency broadcast.

The Vice President asked our nation whether we could voice our opinions about health care via videos. I cannot. My voice wanders off, it's whispy, and it is simply me: Waverly. My voice is powerful in the written word, not the spoken.

Health care is crucial to every person in the USA. It's on some minds more than others. Those who can afford it generally take it for granted. I am lucky that I have it. Yes I am lucky that I have it, but I keep a second job that I would not otherwise. Mr. Vice President, I am being honest for you, please do all that you can to remedy the legislation for me.

But I think it failing our nation as a whole when we take a job simply because it has health insurance. When one does not pursue their calling to its fullest degree, we lose our part of our potential. My second job is everything I want and aspire to. I love modeling and want to do it for the rest of my life. It would be nice to have weekends, but just knowing that I have one job would ease my situation. It would give me better power to create this guild...to contribute to society. That's what the public option means to me.

Please visit the White House's website to filter the truth for yourself. It helped me with my research.

girls, girls, girls

2009-08-26T15:37:00.000-07:00

Oh Mother! Where are we now? San Francisco, honey.

Madonna's song 'What It Feels Like for a Girl' barely touches on what it is to be a girl. It describes a girl who is barely there. A girl who, for lack of better words, behaves and abides by the status quo. A status quo that Madonna herself would never adhere to, because she is strong. I bring this up, cuz we're in the city of men wanting to be women and vice versa. For now I am going to focus on MTF because I know what it is to be a woman, and revel in it.

I love putting on makeup and sewing beautiful clothes for myself. My apartment is a temple to Gianni Versace although my closet has a ways to go before it has his style. Really, I was trying to avoid that play on words. I realize that I'm just one girl, and that's it. This does not apply to all females around the globe. Good feminists will acknowledge that, bad ones will talk about their life and apply that structure to women who don't have safe drinking water let alone a college degree.

But what I really wonder is...why do humans look down on men who are effeminate? The intro to 'What It Feels Like' is a sample from Ian McEwan's Cement Garden. Julie, or rather Ian, is the first person to so concisely put the whole genre of homophobia into clarity. We, women, are the second sex at least in a man's point of view. Excuse me, most men secretly think this. Anyone who acts like a woman is instantly degraded. Do you disagree?

Why else would cocksucker (what I as a woman do all the time) be an insult? The third sex, I wish it weren't this way, but we are talking about popular culture and my opinion is small compared to it. The third sex, transgender or transexuals is lower than women. When I was looking for pictures of Christina Aguilera's 'Beautiful,' I found drag queen tagged to her photo. We all know that is an insult. One that her video, 'Beautiful,' challenges.

"We are beautiful no matter what they say...words won't bring us down."

Be yourself no matter what that entails. Damn that's easy to write, but so hard to put into practice. Just know that there are places you can be yourself. The world is huge and there are safe havens in different cities. Thank you San Francisco, and thank you Harvey Milk.

Time Machine

2009-08-19T08:21:00.000-07:00

So we're ready for our journey, much like Nellie was back in 1889 except we need one more thing. A precious time machine. If we don't have it there is no likely way we could discover all the intriguing mysteries around the world! I do apologize, but I've been reading a children's novel all afternoon. Well, too bad we'll use our imagination...it can get us anywhere. It's true!

Nellie Bly was a journalist in New York, and started her journey there heading off to Great Britain and so on around the world. However since we are going into the past I thought it would be fitting to have her itinerary backwards as well. Today, 2009, we'll travel to San Francisco first and onwards around the world. Til then!

Nellie Bly

2009-08-16T17:39:00.000-07:00

I introduce to you Nellie Bly. She was the journalist who ventured around the world solo in a time when women were usually chaperoned. In fact, she beat the fictional Phileas Fogg's record of 80 days by over a week in advance: 72 days 6 hours and 11 minutes. Nellie Bly will be our tourguide of the world in the days to come, but for now, we're packing.

Nellie Bly traveled lightly. She carried a bag that's dimensions were 16 inches wide and 7 inches high. Inspired by her I bought a really pretty, but tiny duffel bag. It is long like hers and about the same dimensions aforementioned. I carry it on long trips like Nellie, but for the most part I use it for modeling.

Hmm...what to wear? Yes, you all know the answer to that when it comes to my work. But I do bring cloth(es) to work. There is the sitting mat which I have, because not all the places I model launder the cushions I sit on. My robe is also packed and a case of CDs. When all are in use, my clothes stay concealed. Believe me, it's really awkward fishing out your business card with underwear in the same bag. Hence the second bag. Well, it's getting late. I should finish packing. G'night!

To question...

2009-08-10T19:53:00.000-07:00

My daddy's a scientist. When I was young he told me, "to question everything!" Everything. We'd go to museums and national parks during the summer, and how I dreaded the long pondering of why x was that way. When you are little an hour seemed like a lifetime, and so did his lectures. Perhaps lectures is the proper term, but rather they were him thinking aloud. Now his lectures are interesting for me since I can debate with my father, but then...sheesh!

I question culture: systems and structures of society. I can't travel at present moment, so I read about different peoples of the world. It's fascinating to me. The reason why I am so curious is because another society can function on a totally alien social system and work. It gives me the understanding that x doesn't have to be in our culture. In other words, "that's just the way it is," holds no bearing for me.

Thank you father. I'll give you a ring later. All this is leading up to is I will look at different beauties around the world, question and understand them. Take care til then.

without

2009-08-05T14:22:00.000-07:00

Hey, I'm back. I've been without internet for about two weeks. It's a bit odd for me. I bet it would be odd for anyone in urban America to go without internet for a half a month. Just makes me think of Earth Hour. Have you heard of it? It's an hour where the whole world turns off the lights.

I remember making my father participate in it last year. He wanted to go to a movie, but I insisted that we play chess by candlelight. I felt a bit mean, but it made us realize how dependent we are on electricity. If you like, participate in it next year. It's March 28th of each year.

know your rights

2009-07-20T10:50:00.000-07:00

I apologize. A document that parallels the Declaration of Sentiments should not be written overnight, and not by one person. What I will leave with you is a quote of the importance of being patient.

"There is one form of hope which is never unwise, and which certainly does not diminish with the increase of knowledge. In that form it changes its name, and we call it patience."

-Bulwer-Lytton

Til then reread the Bill of Rights, perhaps when you get bored in the breakroom at work, the Labor Standards Act. Just know that there are laws to protect you that people will bend or are simply ignorant of. Know your rights.

Seneca Falls Convention: July 19th and 20th, 1848

2009-07-19T18:13:00.000-07:00

Collective memory makes a society. I almost forgot that today was the anniversary of the Seneca Falls Convention. But I am here to redeem myself. It's usually an 'f' word to be a feminist nowadays, but really I would be shaming those who gave me the basic right to vote, and to own property among other things. I am happily a feminist who studied Feminist Theory at Oxford. So in honor of Elizabeth Cady Stanton and Lucretia Mott, the writers of the Declaration of Sentiments, I will present you the Art Models Basic Rights tomorrow. The Seneca Falls Convention lasted two days, and this will too. Just know that this crucial event to women's rights began today. Please comment with what you think should be included. It's vain to think I can do this by myself. I want to be Elizabeth Cady Stanton, the radical who thought women's suffrage should be included in the document. Who will you be?

:poem:

2009-07-16T18:02:00.000-07:00

to see the world in a grain of sand

and to see heaven in a wild flower

hold infinity in the palm of your hand

and eternity in an hour.

-william blake

I stare at dirt. I get paid for it actually. There are smudges on windows and cracks in walls, but dirt is my favorite.

It's crazy how calm you can get by holding poses. The only sense of time you have is the number of songs that have played. But if you let go of that...peace. Simple peace.

Try again.

2009-07-11T08:25:00.000-07:00

The other morning was hell. I didn't wake up to two alarms. I was late and greasy hair topped it all off. I hate being late, but really, it happens. So I give myself an allowance: 2 late days per year. I've already used them up, but the point is to try. Once you are aware of what's wrong you are better able to fix it. On nights that I don't get my ungodly amount of sleep, I have my friend call me in the morning, just in case those two alarms don't work.

There are other things that just being aware of can make you a better model.

Put your cell phone on silent before the class starts.
Give yourself enough time for traffic.
Have at least two business cards handy.
Always have your planner with you at gigs.
Have at least two robes.

Another thing that almost made that day even more hellish was that I left my robe at the artist's home the day before. If I didn't have a second it would have made the late, greasy haired model even more awkward. But as long as you try to be better it's worth it and you'll be forgiven. Try again.

Bibliophiles make me smile.

2009-07-07T05:23:00.000-07:00

I remember back in the day when my father and I would say goodbye. "See ya later alligator," and he would reply "After a while bibliophile!" Yes, it makes no sense, but it's cute.

Books. My life has been surrounded by lots of books. Favorite place ever was the Radcliffe Camera in Oxford. Made me feel a bit like a privileged snob or Harry Potter. Anyway, the Bodleian is the Mecca of all serious librarians. My mother longed to go inside.

The reason I bring this up is that BOOKS ARE MORE USEFUL THAN BLOGS! Quick dissemination of half-knowledge is here, but the library brings you highly researched information for free.

This is free, too, but the library has the upper hand. So I bring to you books on topics I'd love to explore here, but lack the research in order to do so.

Nudity: A Cultural Anatomy, R. Barcan.

Live Nude Girl: My Life as an Object, K. Rooney.

Modeling Life: Art Models Speak about Nudity, Sexuality and the Creative Process, S. Phillips.

And, if you'd like to save a tree or two here are some other good places to get these books. The libraries here in Austin are wonderful.

95

2009-06-30T21:15:00.000-07:00

I love art modeling. I'm gonna be that ninety-year old that freshmen hate to draw. Wrinkles. Oh! I have a freckle at the end of my nose. Not quite a mole, as would become a hag, but close. I love art modeling since students are trained to draw all kinds of people, not just the stick figures in magazines.

But I wonder, will I get gigs like I do now? Probably not. Beauty is an important part of most pictures. I originally began to model so I could look back and see my beautiful self captured in art. Now I just love being part of the creation and spark. With art modeling, beauty helps, but it's truly whether you can hold the poses. Is your body strong? So onwards with the yoga and exercise, you'll see me when I'm an old lady that's for sure - ugly or not.

By the way, my granny's turning 95 tomorrow. Bought her my one of my favorite books in large print. After doing some research in finding a photo, I came across a quote from Ann Althouse regarding H. Clinton's wrinkles:

We make high demands on women. A picture like this of a male candidate would barely register. … We need to get used to older women and get over the feeling that when women look old they are properly marginalized as “old ladies.” If women are to exercise great power, they will come into that power in the 50s, 60s, and 70s. We must — if we care about the advancement of women — accommodate our vision and see a face like this as mature, experienced, serious — the way we naturally and normally see men’s faces.

And so this goes on...since it took me a damn long time to find an image of an old lady I'd like to emulate, one who embraces fun beauty and won't let anyone take it from her, I present to you the Italian Vogue Magazine fashion writer, Anna Piaggi. It's so hard to find professional portrait photography of old women nowadays! Goodnight, and happy birthday grams!

The Focus of a Photograph

2009-06-22T21:27:00.000-07:00

I would add a picture, but I think it would counterproductive to my point. Beauty, culture are intricate to a society...just not ours. There are many islands in the United States where this is not true, but for the most part we're obsessed with movies and celebrities.

I'm not going to be a hypocrite. I love Angelina Jolie. I try to support her by buying magazines with her on the cover. All the strength and compassion she represents should be part of our media. I hate how we, or even just I, can be saturated with media, though. There are so many photos of celebrity tattoos, but more importantly of their bodies. People were obsessed about how fat Britney Spears once was. It's just sometimes I wish I had mosaics surrounding me instead of billboards of pretty faces. I don't want to be another model whose cute ass is the discussion of blogs instead of ...well... loftier things. :laugh:

Summer by Mucha

2009-06-21T17:37:00.000-07:00

There's something poetic about a midsummer night. Beautiful about watching the sun set late in the evening.

Yet, all I did was finish a list of chores. Yes, I finished a book. Yes, I made dinner, took out the trash, and figured out a logo. But I haven't seen the sun rise or fall intentionally for 3 years...or maybe 4. Isn't that sad?

I feel good that I attune myself to the seasons, although there are really only two in Austin. But really, I stay inside most of the time. Trust me, I'm not bored. I sew, I read, and practice yoga. Just wanted to make a confession in hopes that a friend will take me to see a sunset or sunrise.

PS The painting is one of Alphonse Mucha's seasons, this one marking the summer solstice.

Health Care Reform Fun

2009-06-18T18:47:00.000-07:00

What do you do for fun? Uh...I watch Health Care reform videos from the White House...yeah. I just realized how dorky that can be.

Well, I could write a post on societal position and the absence of clothes. :laugh: Too bad. It's health care reform and its effects on the art model community. Nudity will be a discussion for another night.

Without further ado, I present President Barack Obama.

"I suffer no illusions that this will be an easy process. It will be hard. But I also know that nearly a century after Teddy Roosevelt first called for reform, the cost of our health care has weighed down our economy and the conscience of our nation long enough. So let there be no doubt: health care reform cannot wait, it must not wait, and it will not wait another year." – President Barack Obama, February 24, 2009

Health care is a major issue in the guild we are creating. For me, it was the reason to start the guild, so I wouldn't have to work two jobs. I am very fortunate that my part-time job provides health insurance, but I look forward to the day, or rather days, that I have a two day weekends. In the discussion, it was mentioned that Americans pay more for health care than they do for shelter or food. Please read for yourself, for the White House staff is a bit more eloquent than I am. Aaahnd if you'd rather watch, here's some White House teevee.

Take care, and remember "Knowing's half the battle!"

hool_ found on photo.net

2009-06-15T08:42:00.000-07:00

hool_ is an artist. in control. s/he decides what they want to show the world.

model = powerless. you are exactly what they want you to be.

me. i respect photo models, but i do not want to be one. i am decent at it, and it makes good money, but i'd rather be in control. besides, there are too many models in the world and i wouldn't add much.

there is so much more to give the world than my pretty face. so i'm going to develop different skills instead of worrying about my pores. if i began on this path, i'd want to be covered. i'd cower and want to hide. not exactly a good model. i know how to be professional and hide this feeling, but it'd be way too much effort.

this doesn't mean i'm dropping art modeling. in fact, i'm going to practice to be a better art model. i feel safe. i'll never be famous and in tabloids that focus on how fat i am. and that is my wish: to be beautiful and safe in the art world.

Meetup Group

2009-06-12T17:38:00.000-07:00

So sorry for the delay! We have a new meetup.com group! Please visit us here, and join as an Austin art model, if you like. Take care.

Nowruz Resolution

2009-06-11T10:49:00.000-07:00

It's always fun to listen to the beach on yoga videos. Pretend that you're somewhere exotic practicing the age-old tradition of yoga. Sand going in between your toes while you stretch into a downward dog. Nope! My routine entails a VCR and a nifty, old TV. You lose a bit of the exotic charm but gain a bit of practicality. I'm doing this routine a few times each week.

Long time ago my boyfriend at the time and I dropped in on a garage sale and I bought all these VHS tapes. They sat collecting dust for a good couple of months before I decided to use them. Now they're becoming a habit. My only worry is that I'm doing the positions terribly wrong, so I'm going to sit in a yoga class and see if the instructor can correct me if he/she sees fit.

Other than that, I'm keeping up with my Nowruz resolution, and that makes me really happy. Take care.

There is a lot of failure in the road to success.

2009-06-08T08:14:00.000-07:00

That is a paraphrase of Eve Larson, an Austin portrait artist and teacher. It amazes me that for years (I think she gave it up after five.) she did a contour drawing of her own hand every morning. Such attention to detail morning after morning led to her adept skill in drawing hands. If everyone had her level of determination!

Eve has focus. She's been learning and teaching art for I think twenty years now. For me I am constantly straddling art modeling and sewing. As of March I decided to dedicate this period of my life to art modeling and all that goes with it: yoga, the guild, et cetera. I've been practicing yoga, or keeping my new year's resolution. However, my level of practice is far below Eve's daily routine. Perhaps my morning yoga will be more of a habit in time.

"Where would Rembrandt be without his models?"

2009-06-06T20:57:00.000-07:00

Today I went to my nephew's first birthday party. It was lovely to see the young lad, happy and gurgling. He didn't fuss whatsoever, and apparently he didn't have a nap. Props to the birthday boy!

I saw a lot of my family on my sister's side. I met her grandmother, Ginny, and her husband "Doc." My mom was there along with my step-father so this was a family event. After talking with my own grandmother I realized how embarrassed my family can become with me openly talking about my profession. I know to some of you it's a "No, duh?" kind of statement...but really...do we all have to be shameful about our bodies? I'm not asking everyone to run around naked, but at least have a bit of respect when someone is nude. The only reason that I do model is because I get that respect in the art world. But as far as the outside world, when someone is naked it's bad. Naughty. Licentious. Sexuality and sensuality are certainly conjured up when someone is naked...but do we have to look down on them? I respect strippers and know that not all of them are stupid or strung out. Some own property or used the job financially to start their own business.

So I'm an art model. Apparently the classiest nude profession there is. I kept my words checked and told everyone who asked that I was a model and I worked at a fabric shop. All true to an extent. I made sure to say 'model' so my parents wouldn't be embarrassed. All nudity was in the wraps. Then Ginny told me how proud she was that I was organizing models. I had to tell her the uncensored truth. She told me I sounded like I was apologizing for my profession. I was. It was so sweet when she looked up at my step-father and remarked, "Where would Rembrandt be without his models?" It was nice. My step-father didn't have a coherent retort. Thank you, Ginny. You just made my week. I wish there were more of you out there in that generation. I'm glad I make you proud.

2009-06-03T19:24:00.000-07:00

Hiya! We're meeting tomorrow evening at the Green Muse Cafe. We will be discussing our collective vision for the guild in this great land of Texas. Bring your ideas, pens, and wishes for the guild's future. All over a cup of coffee. See you there!

Together All Can Be Attained

2009-06-01T13:19:00.000-07:00

"There never is a shortage of suffering." Really there isn't. This quote is from Victoria Moran's book where she discusses volunteering and developing compassion, however, and the limit to all of it. There is a limit to each of us. I can't watch the news; I have to read or listen to it. The last thing I want to be is apathetic and desensitized.

This photo was serenity in relation to the other images taken from South Africa last year in May. Apparently, the native, black South Africans "armed with clubs, machetes and torches," attacked immigrants from neighboring countries.

The point is: get out of your house and help. Volunteer somewhere. Really, it's kinda like religion but a little more tactile. I'm drained from working on the guild stuff, but it felt so good this morning to help some other organization out. If we only think of ourselves or our own little problems, we swallow ourselves up and forget there's a world out there. There is truly a whole world of problems, yet focusing on a part of it brings me joy, not despair. Help out where you can, but at the very least be conscious of everything you do and how it affects others.

These hands are not fighting. They're enjoying the common good . . . together.

Palomas at my Window

2009-05-28T07:37:00.000-07:00

I love looking out my balcony. There's a tree and usually you can watch birds sitting in it. Quite beautiful, actually. I don't know my birds that well so this may all be a lie. I was looking out and I saw a beautiful turtle dove just walking back and forth on my ledge with a twig in its beak.

Most wouldn't think anything of it, but I take it as an omen. She's building a nest; I'm building a foundation of what hopefully will be a strong organization. Anyway, it was beautiful and I'm glad something gave me hope this morning.

I don't know how far these words travel, but I hope Paloma Art Models Guild inspires you to make a union/guild of your own. I'm very proud that we are second in a google search for 'art model guilds,' but truly we don't have too much competition. There are two other guilds that I know of for art models: Bay Area Models Guild and DC Area Figure Models Guild. Two. There are fifty states that compose the grand United States with countless art models and art schools. But even if one models guild is inspired by this post I would be delighted. Let me know if there are other guilds that google searches do not represent, and happily prove me wrong. Good luck to you.

Hasta of the Week has Changed a Bit

2009-05-25T10:11:00.000-07:00

Back by popular demand is the weekly hasta/mudra. However, now it has a bit of a twist: pure and simple hands. I love the intricate ways we can use them whether it is Western or Eastern tradition. But more to the point, I will be featuring hands whether or not they have a specific meaning. This week's hands (very plural) belong to Guan Yin. She is portrayed by several deaf dancers whose physical accuracy is astounding. Eve Larson tells me about physical memory that dancers have. Over the years I've bettered myself on different aspects of art modeling. This is what I am going to attempt this year. It is truly a talent that these women and men have. Hope you enjoy.

Buddha with a Thousand Hands Video

Touch Me I'm Real

2009-05-21T17:34:00.000-07:00

God, that sounds like a stupid song lyric. But am I? Most of you haven't even seen me. Are these words real? I believe thoughts are real, words, a lot of other things, and art. What impacts me are ideas, other cultures, and fabric. My life needs to be filled with the tangible for some reason. I can't stand sitting at the computer for too long. For me, fabric is the beauty in the mundane.

This isn't about me...or at least it's trying not to be. I'm watching "What Dreams May Come," with Robin Williams and Cuba Gooding, Jr. Got up and sat at the computer just after Cuba said, "Thought is real. Physical is the illusion." The connection that Chris and his wife Annie (Annabella Sciorra) have is so deep that they communicate even through death. She paints, and he can see her emotions. I've heard that this is the most sacred of loves in the Vedic Tradition, to love without needing their presence. Just the thought of them is enough.

As far as I know the world is an illusion in the Vedic Tradition. If I am wrong, please correct me. But it's beautiful ain't it?! The world is filled with so much joy to experience. For me, I need color. Lots of it. I am so happy to see others sit down and create. They put out their ideas and attempt to make them part of this collective world. Therefore, my two jobs are perfect for me. I'm surrounded in creativity both of art and fabric. And oddly enough, I enjoy shelving fabric...touching beauty.

Perhaps reading a philosophy book is better than reading my rant. Perhaps sipping warm coffee is better too, whichever you like, they are both real.

That Naked Girl

2009-05-19T16:20:00.000-07:00

When I first started modeling for art classes I had this feeling slightly. That I was that naked chick and everyone's seen me naked. Really, it lasted a day. I've always revered women who are content with their bodies. The whole world could see them nude and they still have their dignity intact.

I am respected as an art model, without that I wouldn't do it. The artists treat me the same whether I have clothes on or not. Of course there is the understandable timidity but most treat me professionally and talk to me. I love artists. They make my world go 'round. Without them I would feel like a pinup for fat frat boys.

So, yes, I am meeting up with an art class tonight. Sounds weird? Who cares.

True Beauty

2009-05-15T23:07:00.000-07:00

"Beautiful young people are accidents of nature, but beautiful old people are works of art."
-Eleanor Roosevelt

I will tell you a secret. I usually think it's too mushy to say, but today it's appropriate. How I became a model.

What inspires you? For me, it is old ladies with so many stories they gush...and you want to sit there and stay. Yes, an old lady saying, "That is me," referring to herself in a painting inspired me to model. I've never met her, but her pride made the TV glow. I love women who can hold themselves up in a dignified way. They know who they are and are determined to be just that.

I model for ladies...and men, but usually women are the painters. This is my own experience and not a generalization. Seriously, if you want advise on marriage ask these women. It's nice. Advise, kindness, it's all there at open-studio sessions. I hope I am as beautiful as them in my old age.

The Green Muse this Thursday

2009-05-08T18:38:00.000-07:00

Greetings!

I am happy to announce that we, Paloma Art Models Guild, are going to have our very first meeting. We will meet at the Green Muse Cafe on Oltorf and South First. It's nearby the Pizza Patron at that corner. This coming Thursday at 6:30pm til whenever we like, or the place closes. Basically a meet and greet and a celebration of our community. Be there for a cup o' joe or to organize or both! Anyway, I can't wait! See you there!

PS Since I used up the Green Muse's mural photo in my last post, here's a picture of another muse of theirs.

Value

2009-05-04T12:27:00.000-07:00

Beauty is part of my trade. It's strange though. Art and fashion definitely are the more frivolous of trades, but necessary. For me, seeing a beautiful mural makes me want to stay in Austin. That affects realty, a proper trade, which in turn helps the community financially.

I've always hated people ranking careers. In my perspective, it is usually done by income and education. People need to work to create a community, not to outrank each other. In other words I value the plumber as much as the lawyer; the prostitute and the English teacher. Each serve their purpose in the world.

I'm happy as an art model. I just want to make it a career with health insurance. As a community we can do this. Hopefully, you will join me.

Goldilocks and the Three Robes

2009-04-20T15:29:00.000-07:00

A good robe is hard to find. I'm goldilocks when it comes to them. I'm short, so they can't be too long. And if they are too short I feel like I'm streaking campuses. Sounds like fun, but I'm not in the mood.

They have to have an inner tie so the robe doesn't gape open, and an outer tie- just because it has to. Yes, I'm picky but I feel better that I'm not looking frumpy. No house coats here. So that leads me to what is, in my eyes, the perfect robe.

My favorite robes are made of silk and look Asian. Here are some good websites to find one of your own. It's fun to dress up for gigs. Here's some handmade creations that dazzle from Plum Pretty Sugar, Asian Expressions and 1920. All of them are much cheaper than Victoria Secret and not as transparent.

Manet's Olympia 1863

2009-04-16T10:01:00.000-07:00

I got my vision back, there might be a few figurative obstructions in the way but I can see past them now. I love contacts. For the period of time that I was glasses only I had the strangest feeling of vulnerability. During the modeling sessions I had to take the glasses off. I was stared at but could not stare back. I couldn't even make eye contact with the people who were painting me. They were blurs in my vision.

In college I studied Feminist Theory and International Relations Theory. There's a power in the ability to observe and learn. Most men hate being stared at or seen as an object of another man. Women are used to it. I say most men. For those male art models out there, I am so proud of you. I wish there were more of you. But for the majority of men, they feel degraded when someone stares at them. They are uncomfortable with being an object of a gaze.

When Olympia was exhibited for the first time there was an uproar. A naked woman dares to stare back at me? Wow. And for that very reason I love it. A naked woman with power; a hundred years later it still sounds revolutionary.

Give.

2009-04-13T15:31:00.000-07:00

Every week I give you a mudra, or hasta, that signifies an emotion for me that particular week. This picture of hands is worth a million words that don't need to be written in Sanskrit to be holy. Just give.

no details please...

2009-04-09T16:05:00.000-07:00

All I can tell you are generalizations. The organization that I modeled for is handling the matter in an adept manner, so I don't want to slander them hence 'no details please.'

Today I noticed a security camera while I was art modeling. It didn't look like the traditional security cameras, so I thought it could wait until after the session. I asked the teacher, and he told me it was only on at night. To double check, I asked the campus police about the matter. They didn't know about it, so the policeman took me to the art department's office and inquired. Yes, the cameras are on all the time, (however they reportedly only record at night). I saw live feeds of the room I was in as well as others.

Thank the Heavens for police. Because of the policeman's insistence the matter will be dealt with immediately. This has happened before and there was not as much muscle to hold my back. Please, if you live in Austin or the surrounding area email me at recyled.vision@gmail.com, or just post on this blog so we can start this Art Models Guild. We need to support each other. And as a reminder: be observant. Even the art teacher who works there didn't notice the camera. Good luck to you all.

Buddhist Hand Gestures

2009-04-06T12:10:00.000-07:00

Hand gestures come from various countries, so there are various terms for them. In searching for more information about hastas, I found the term mudras, and I'm sure there are more. I'm learning just as we all are. So that brings me to these boys in training to become Buddhist monks. Here they are, charming as ever, showing this weeks mudras photographed by Dennis Cordell.

Eve Larson

2009-04-05T08:06:00.000-07:00

A few weeks ago I modeled for Eve Larson and Theresa Bayer in Eve's home. It was lovely. We used the morning sun as I posed. I've been a model for eight years, but I've never felt as comfortable as I do modeling for Eve.

Last Friday I modeled as well at AVAA in a portrait session. It was so sweet. I came in with a whole bunch of outfits and they said, "You look so cute in what you are wearing!" "You're a paper doll!" So that's how I feel whenever I model for Eve, like I'm part of an artist family that plays dress up with me.

Eve switched careers mid-life, and that gives me the courage that I can too. Originally she worked at Ballet Austin in an administration position. Thankfully though, she studied to become an artist, sharing a studio with Phillip Wade, and now she is a successful portrait artist and teacher at Laguna Gloria. It's what I hope for after my studies.

Check out her website, which has many beautiful paintings, or take her class at Laguna Gloria. She's a great teacher and there are peacocks galore!

Hasta of the Week: Hamsasya

2009-03-30T15:49:00.000-07:00

I haven't spoken of this to many, just my boyfriend and my father. Thought this might be a way to make it be known without intense emotion. Once my lease is up I am moving in with my father in Dallas and going to art school.

So tonight I'm practicing. I'll be at one of the open studio sessions and drawing. Hopefully the lessons I've overheard these past eight years will sink in. NO OUTLINES! A contour drawing may only be done after a diagram drawing. :smile: I am grateful for all the teachers and artists that I have gotten to know. I will miss you. Hopefully I will be back in four years.

This hasta is Hamsasya. It connotes teaching, determination as well as painting. Perfect for today except that I will stick to the basics before I paint.

Inspiration

2009-03-29T20:42:00.000-07:00

I've been reading the biography of Tori Amos. It's rather a story of her sources of inspiration. Part cedar chest full of beauty intwined into songs, part history of hers and those before her. She reveals her Source as she discusses her compositions piece by piece.

I love intelligent women. Reading about her makes me want to read more. I do - I stopped reading one book to read this. But, her book gives me a sense of wonder that I hope to never lose. Someday I will get to Joseph Campbell, Barbara Walker, and Jungian theory, books waiting for me in my bookcase, and I hope I will still ponder when I shut them.

I wish for you a life full of wonder, for the world is a large place with many worlds intertwined.

Theresa Bayer

2009-03-24T13:20:00.000-07:00

This morning has been fun. Almost wanted to sleep in because of the weather, but I'm happy that I didn't. I modeled for Eve Larson and Theresa Bayer. They are the sweetest and very talented artists. Today I will tell you a wee bit about Theresa and in another post Eve.

Theresa Bayer's creativity always sparks mine. A better way to put it is that she inspires me. If I were an artist I'd be just as whimsical and joyful in my work. As of now, I am simply an art model lucky enough to pose for her. Here's a painting I bartered for last year. Instead of traditional portrait she adds something playful, that makes it more interesting and fun.

Tomorrow I am modeling for her in exchange for my father's birthday present. Theresa created an ocarina, or clay flute with a girl sitting upon it. Good thing he doesn't read blogs, so my surprise is safe!

Here's another for you to enjoy. Other wonders are on her blog and website.

Hasta of the Week: Musti

2009-03-23T14:57:00.000-07:00

Hold on. Hold on tight.

This hasta means "Steadfastness, grasping one's hair, holding things." It can also signify wrestlers fighting (Kanakasabha). For me this week it means holding on to this relationship and understanding it better.

This is my way of learning these hastas. There are two kinds: one handed and gestures with two hands, asamyuta hasta and samyuta hasta respectively. I'm going to start slowly with one-handed gestures. Namaste.

A New Year

2009-03-20T21:05:00.000-07:00

I celebrate Winter. I love it. Snowflakes and icicles, skating rinks and scarves. This past Tuesday for a modeling gig, I dressed up as the Snow Queen departing for her season was almost over. And today, it is.

Today is the first day of Spring. It's almost sad for me, but there are Alphonse Mucha's seasons that are so beautiful. So it's not that bad. I loved how today our President celebrated the new year of Iran in his own diplomatic way.

Today is Nowruz, an ancient, traditional Persian holiday that is tied to the government. It is a day of pardoning prisoners, allowing the public to have an audience, and monetary gifts. Being the new year as well, one celebrates the turning of a new leaf. For me, I will study yoga more so that my body becomes stronger.

There's a How-To for Everything!

2009-03-19T20:53:00.000-07:00

You want to know a secret? :laugh: I have a how-to guide for telepathy. I haven't gotten around to reading it all, but it was a fun birthday gift. What I do find a little bit more quirky is that there is a webpage devoted to the steps in becoming an art model. It's on eHow.com.

I've gotten the question many a time, "How did you become an art model?" With me it was just a flyer in the Dance Department corkboard. I walked over to the Art Department and asked...and voila! I have a job. That's the how-to part. Inspiration is an entirely different post. Catch y'all later.

The Little Mermaid

2009-03-09T14:40:00.000-07:00

I'm losing my voice. It's slowly getting quieter and quieter. It seems to most that I am soft-spoken lady, but I know that I am in pain.

Today I did this pose, and I couldn't help thinking of mermaids. I love fairy tales. In my youth I was lucky enough to visit Hans Christian Anderson's home in Denmark. I loved their coins at the time (they were shaped like donuts). But anyway, I feel like I've lost my voice in a reverse "Little Mermaid" story. She loses her voice to catch the boy; I lose my voice when he leaves.

I love stories about sirens. Perhaps I'll quietly read about them and get better.

gestures for my hands

2009-03-04T18:14:00.000-08:00

I've noticed that I can hold my hands in delicate positions, but they are usually random and at best like a ballet dancer. I think I am going to learn hasta kosha, Sub-Continent Indian hand gestures. Should be fun. I'm learning from a website called Kanakasabha. There is so much to learn! Certain positions of the leg or hands can signify different meanings. Even temple sculpture utilizes folk dance positions into their art. I love the interweaving of arts in India's timeless tradition.

Paloma Art Models Guild

2009-03-04T08:47:00.000-08:00

Good morning! Yes, it's a late morning but it's beautiful.

Yesterday, I posted these flyers in some art communities. It's a beginning. I've been wanting to make an art models guild that will stand up for models' basic rights for awhile...but I can't do it alone. So here is a start that will hopefully blossom into a steadfast guild. Please contact me if you are interested and in the Austin area. Oh, and by the way, paloma means dove.

Have a good morning.

out of focus

2009-03-03T14:56:00.000-08:00

I've been out of focus. One day I am going to sew for the rest of my life, the next that option is closed to me. Yes, I realize that I am without this opportunity only for awhile, but I need to focus on now. What will get me through this tough time. What can I do? Model.

I modeled this morning, and my vision was like this picture. I could see my knee and that was about it. I never realized how important vision is, in the literal and figurative sense. You're wondering why it was like this? I had glasses on and had to take them off. That's what this period of my life has been like: seeing clearly followed with impaired vision.

white 2.0

2008-12-27T18:31:00.000-08:00

Mama's got some new shoes!

I was lucky this Christmas, and am getting a new computer! Got some new shoes too. Haven't done that in awhile. My mother and my family have been sweet to me and contributed to the purchase of a new Mac. White. Pretty. Less viruses. By the way, this computer crashed mid-sentence, so I'm looking forward to my new gadget.

Seems like all my technology is absent of color. I like it that way. Reminds me of a scene from the Matrix or Japanese bank tellers with their white gloves. Anyway, I like my new gizmos. Thanks, Mama.

if wishes were horses...

2008-12-21T19:01:00.000-08:00

Wishes galore. This mornin' Daddy, sister, nephew, my boyfriend and I had an early Christmas. It was wonderful to see so much laughter in my family. All of us picking on Jake, cuz it's fun.

Wishes were fulfilled, but there are always those wishes, hopes for the little universe we live in. I hope there will be more voluptuous models gracing our magazines, and if not, strong ones instead. Girls that look like they can take you out, and would love to with a smile. Think Angelina Jolie in Tomb Raider.

My Christmas wish is for women to love their bodies for what they are. My hips are as big as Ms. Marilyn's and I love them. I ain't starvin and won't do so as a model.

Give thanks to those who protest.

2008-12-17T15:11:00.000-08:00

I told you in the last post that I was deathly ill. Nah, just a fever and a cold. Anyway, I've had bundles of time to read. Right now it's Women's History that I'm reading about. I'm so thankful for the women and men who advocated rights I sometimes take for granted.

In Paris, models are protesting a ban on what is called a 'cornet.' Basically, the French government is making their tips illegal. In that spirit I want to thank all who protest for their rights. I personally am thankful for the Austin art models who brought our wages up to $15/hour. Thank you.

Please read these news articles of models in Paris and earlier in Italy fighting for their rights and recognition. We deserve it. Speaking of which, if anyone else has problems with getting paid by Austin Community College, please email me. Alone I just sound annoying, but together we could make a difference.

fever

2008-12-15T09:17:00.000-08:00

I know it's an old song, but I have 'Fever' sung by Madonna stuck in my head. I'm sick as a dog and am impressed that I can even sit down and write this. Hopefully, y'all won't get any viruses. :laugh:

I love how she can transform herself so easily. Almost every video and certainly every show she performs is a production. Themes and costumes galore. At the Windberg Art Center up in Georgetown, TX I model with costumes weekly. Thankfully, I have all winter break to make/buy some new ones. Usually, I go to thriftstores like St. Vincent de Paul on South Congress and sometimes I splurge at Marigold and Parts and Labour to get something new. One week I bought a feather clip at P & L for a flapper outfit. Anyway, I'm definitely not doing anything today. Works done. Take care.

Winter

2008-12-10T15:26:00.000-08:00

I love modeling this pose. It conveys so much expression. I've always been enchanted with winter, whether it is portrayed by a muse or not. I was sincerely hoping that Austin would get a...half an inch maybe, but I should realize I'm in Texas.

Actually, I'm in Arizona on winter break. Just arrived this afternoon. Universities are out and I will return to work in the fabric store when I get back in town. It's kinda sad, though. I hear the light from the North is especially beautiful in the winter, and I already miss modeling.

For those fortunate to find work in the holiday season, make sure your host has a space heater. If not raise bloody hell to make the room warmer, or politely remind him/her that their utility bill will be lower if they just heat you instead of all the artists. Your choice. Here's a tip from Ideal Bite, a wonderful environmental resource.

Anyway, hope you enjoy the cold as much as I do. It's perfect for sewing and reading a good book...or blog. Cheers.

wired

2008-12-08T17:26:00.000-08:00

I usually don't need caffeine. Wake up in the mornin' to music or my boyfriend kissing me goodbye. Right now I especially don't need any. Wired.

It started last night. I was doubtful if there were ANY art model blogs. Any community of art models besides ... well artists capturing the essence of art models. Finally I found you. Ladies and men whose sole trade is art modeling. We're here...and better yet...connected. Wired.

Rebecca Lawrence above of Model in Motion.

back to work

2008-12-04T07:15:00.000-08:00

Networking is the essence of getting art modeling gigs. Usually one acquires gigs at the session they're working. At least that is true for me. So I carry at least a few business cards and a planner. You're better off setting a date that moment instead of waiting for a call. Because I carry a 2009 planner I have six gigs already for the upcoming year.

As far as business cards, this might be innate knowledge for y'all, but never put your physical address on your card. Name, phone number, and email are all that is needed. If you have a website all the better, put that too. People really do check them out. Anyway, best of luck!

Caprice in Purple and Gold: The Golden Screen

2008-11-29T20:23:00.000-08:00

What's life without inspiration? I needed a break and you do too. So here is what inspires me to model. I've always leaned towards Asian art and everything else. As a girl my mother took me to the Freer and the Sackler Museums in DC. Here's a favorite Whistler. She is so elegant - isn't she?I love her robe! I wonder whether it is brocade our some other beautiful fabric. When I get my act together I will buy fabric from Silk Roads and make more robes. Right now I get by with two. Working full-time though...I can't wash them quick enough. But this is my inspiration: to make many beautiful robes.